It never occurred to me that the name of this blog would ever be anything more than a joke. My life was pretty low key: Jillian had left for Haiti, I was working a pretty exciting job, but you could never define my situation as dire. So when people would ask why it was called “This is an Emergency”, I would explain that it was a spur of the moment thing, and was meant to be slightly ironic. I mean, I write posts about my brother’s soccer games and live shots with Senators.
Well, THIS is an emergency. There is no other way to explain it. And now the name of this blog seems to fit my life, and the situation in Haiti, in a way that I never really intended.
There are few times when a single event can define your purpose in life, and this is one of those times. The earthquake that hit Port-au-Prince on January 12, 2010 will be an event that will define what Jillian and I do forever. Jillian was trapped under the rubble of our house for 10 hours, I was 100 miles north of Port-au-Prince and 6 hours away. She felt that she was going to die, I felt that I was going to lose her, therefore losing everything. We pulled Jillian from the rubble alive, and I am the luckiest man alive. There were so many that were not as lucky as us.
I’m going to try to dissect my feelings here and describe what happened. It is all so vivid and yet a blur at the same time. While Jillian and I have all the pieces to the puzzle, it’s going to take time to put them together. We have done this puzzle before, and we know where the pieces go, it’s just that some of those pieces are here in the States, and the others have been left in Haiti. While Jillian has healing to do here, I think there is some truth that it won’t be complete until we return.
I don’t know if the name “This is an Emergency” will remain, it almost sounds like a cliche now. We will see.
If anyone reads this and feels the urge to donate towards the cause, Jillian and I have started a non-profit in an effort to raise funds to rebuild Haitians homes after the dust has settle and the aid agencies leave, as they surely will. It’s called Haitian Emergency Rebuilding Operation (H.E.R.O).